How do I draw for fun?
1:54 PM, Saturday June 14th 2025
After watching this video made by Uncomfortable (https://youtu.be/mgl6Ll3K3gw?si=fsV9Ln_6rXa-N_Ve) I realized something... I have no idea how to draw for fun. I'm on the 250 box challenge, currently at 35 boxes as of writing this, and I just feel like I'm worse than an absolute beginner, I don't think my skill level is "0", it's negative. I'm supposed to draw for fun, to draw 2 pages of a sketchbook every night. The "bad" drawings shown in the video are what I want to achieve. If those drawings are "bad" then what does that make me. I just feel so lost right now. I don't want to give up but since I started drawabox, I basically didn't draw anything towards the fun part of the 50/50 rule. I just... don't know how to draw for fun. I honestly don't know if there's any hope for me at this point. Learning how to draw is one of my biggest dreams, and this realization is just heart shattering. I've been struggling with depression for a few years now, and every time I see a drawing made by a talented person I just feel so empty. I don't know what to do anymore. I feel like I should just give up at this point.