8:30 PM, Wednesday September 14th 2022
This is not an uncommon experience, but I think it comes down to acknowledging that if you gave yourself as much time as you needed to construct each form, draw each shape, and execute each mark with appropriate time invested into the planning and preparation phases of the ghosting method, followed by a confident execution of the stroke, and you're giving yourself ample time to observe and study your reference, looking at it frequently throughout the process... then what you're doing is the best of your current ability.
It won't be perfect, and hell, it may not even be good. But if you've invested the time to follow the instructions, go through all of the steps, and all of that - it may still not come out well, and for our purposes here that's entirely fine. Don't concern yourself too much with how everything looks in the end - focus on how you spent your time.