7:57 PM, Sunday February 25th 2024
I think what might be best for you is to put drawabox down for now, and look at other far less stressful courses, or even just spend a lot more time drawing for yourself. This isn't the sort of course that you only benefit from by completing it - rather, lots of students move onto other things at a variety of points throughout its length, and they still take with them the growth and improvement they experienced, and the degree to which their brain has already been adjusted in how it understands the 3D space of their drawings.
A course is just a course, and if we happened to provide a certificate at the end to honour your completion of it, the piece of paper itself would not be worth anything on its own.
You've gained some things, you've certainly grown, but maybe what's in your best interest right now is a change of atmosphere and environment, to try looking at your art and the work you put into it from a different angle.




