Feelings of Being Obligated to Finish The Course.
12:12 AM, Monday January 26th 2026
Hello,
I recently stopped following the Drawabox course. I had gotten up to about halfway through lesson 5, and completed the 250 cylinder and box challenge.I think I got through an impressive amount of what's known as an infamously rigorous course. At least via official critique. Before stopping I thought "well let me at least finish lesson 5 and submit , then I'll drop it", but I said the same thing for lesson 4.
Ultimately, I just wanted to focus on the stuff that gets me closer to the pictures I want to make. While I did get alot of value through the first few lessons, after about lesson 3 it started feeling really obligatory. After leaving, I still felt like I had failed and that this was going to hurt me going forward. That I ought to finish the course like any artist worth their salt. Especially with the example of the "1st Grader trying to read highschool level books" analogy back in lesson 0
Then at the same time I can rebuttal and say "well people have learned to draw way before this course was a thing" and I should trust my ability to learn things without external approval. I was particularly stewing on something Steven Zapata said once on a livestream "If it's stopping you from drawing, you might be going in the wrong direction" . Especially lately I have been trying to lean away from the "David Goggins-esque" mindset of rigorous art study I see online and try to enjoy the process of learning without any unnecessary struggle. Not that it won't be challenging, but less existentially so.
So I wanted to know if anyone could relate to the feeling of needing to complete the course for some arbitrary reason , as if one is "not complete" unless they go through it . And just overall discuss this aspect that I've been wrestling with.







