7:31 PM, Thursday August 13th 2020
Welcome to the difference between art and science.
I have an IT background but I always hated it ( long story ) and found it unrewarding except in a financial and world travel sense.
Anything to do with art I always really enjoyed but was coerced into a sensible career.
They are different animals, virtually opposites. Art is ill defined, IT is utterly predictable.
If you don't enjoy it, it's always going to be hard work. Perhaps a re-assessment is needed of how you actually want to spend your time on the planet.
FWIW There is a current obsession with anime art style which I think is unhealthy from an artistic perspective. It is a very limited style that can paint you into a corner. It is several abstractions from nature.