Fear is holding me back during drawing projects
9:59 AM, Wednesday March 5th 2025
I know that the 50% rule helps with the mindset problem but when it comes to drawing projects I often freeze up or just simply feel bad because the drawing might not look good, or it's not good enough. I know I am missing something and perhaps it is because I don't know how to translate the philosophy I learned from the 50% rule and place them to my drawing projects. Although I still feel some sort of this icky feeling when drawing while the rule is applied, but my mind feels better after thinking that the 50% rule is there for me to explore and to face my fears. To draw despite fear clinging on to me.
My goal has been to illustrate my short stories every time I write them, it's like my niche. I might not be able to draw drawings that look good, but I'd rather see if the drawing is authentic to the imagination's message rather than if it looks good or not.
(PS: I think out of all the topics about drawing the Mindset part is the trickiest one to learn/master. Also I think I might be experiencing a Dunning-Kruger effect that's why I am having some sort of dissonance with my mindset)