Can I still get feedback if I work in pencil?
2:06 AM, Monday April 26th 2021
My girlfriend noticed that I had become incredibly stressed about the idea of drawing since I'd started using just pen. I realized that she is right. I noticed I'm much more likely to draw at all (and therefore complete assignments) if I do so in pencil. I know that fineliners have great benefits for teaching you to respect all of the marks you make, but I also noticed it was getting in the way of understanding 3d space because if I can fix the odd line I mess up every now and then, I can see me work as I intended the perspective to actually be, not just what my hand would allow. For this reason, and more importantly, for my own self-care, I'm going to stick with pencil for my exercises for the time being. Not to mention that it's better for me to complete the assignments sub-optimally than to not complete them. I still practice my linework separately every day.
TL;DR: as a matter of self-care, I'm going with pencils. Can I still get feedback or will I have to work in isolation as a result?
P.S. If you want to be supportive PLEASE do NOT tell me I'm being too sensitive about making bad marks or that I need to just deal with being stressed out. Neither are helpful for me building confidence.