2:30 AM, Monday April 27th 2020
The blank page is definitely a problem for me, but I think after hearing your advice as well as some others, I can learn to better handle it.
This is whole post is really a great response, honestly thank you. It was kind of like a wake-up call for me haha. I can't exactly pinpoint why, but after reading this I feel a bit better. That question you asked in the second paragraph really got me thinking, and honestly when I think about it, it doesn't make any sense for me not to be enjoying drawing when I DO enjoy drawing. I think I just need to take a step back, maybe I'm just pushing myself so much in these lessons that I forget why I'm doing them in the first place. I think I will try abstract drawing, it sounds relaxing. And just overall, I'm going to try and regain my joy for the journey. Maybe I'll even experiment a bit, see what's fun for me :)