1:43 PM, Wednesday December 8th 2021
I think this is something a lot of artists experience. Your technical and observational skills will develop at varying rates so, at times, you'll be able to recognise more issues with your work than you can really deal with. This doesn't persist forever, as long as you keep working. I think you just need to power through, holding close the knowledge that you are improving, even if you can't see that immediately. Even if you dislike a drawing and trash it, you've still learned something from creating it, which will influence your next drawing :) I definitely feel similarly frustrated at times, and it helps to remind myself to keep a long-term perspective. Make sure you don't skimp on the 50% rule, since your ability to create the drawings you want to create won't improve significantly through just homework exercises!